– Mark L. Lucker
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Outside the lines

You opened me like a
flimsy book
thumbed through pages of
boldly outlined
caricatures
mercurially finding
me, you
chose your weapon from
boxed arsenal
Sharp,new-to-the-point
unused you
busted-pieces me
You are 64-box of Crayolas
using all the colors
to colorfully
flesh out the person
that is me
pictures that became us
showing all the restraint
of a four-year-old
for boundaries
flair of Matisse-nuance
you have boldly
blithely refused to
color inside the lines
no paint-by-numbers
sloppy
is sensual
borderlines are
for the faint-of-heart
are is in the
eye of the beholder
– Mark L. Lucker
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Labels

Like the pine trees lining the winding road
I got a name. I got a name….
– Jim Croce
I see my name all the time
forms, documents – computer screen at log in
the world it seems, knows me
I too, know the world – though less familiarly
When I was eleven my birthday present from
mom and dad was (per my request) a
Dymo label maker
enabling me to feed a plastic gismo with long
strips of 3/8-inch-wide colorful, pliable vinyl
on which a trigger-pull would produce embossed
white capital letters with anything I deemed
pertinent; name, phone number, address
Most of my significant belongings suddenly
contained my info should said items somehow fall
into wrong hands – unlikely for possessions
not portable – hand-me-down stereo, bookcases, table
belonging to an only child in household of three
Defying logic, anything of note that was mine was
proclaimed as such in bold green, orange, yellow strips
tackle box, self-recorded cassette tapes, cardboard boxes
of rocks – items better suited to Magic Marker scrawls
Mine? ROCKS – in pristine, raised white-on-lime-green
–
The colorful, exclamatory technology of my
label maker was intriguing, very cutting edge
1970s me sensed greater potential for
long strips of plastic info
once personal belongings had been emblazoned
with I.D. I branched out smacking a
myriad of objects with witticisms, bromides,
general directives, secret-even-to-me codes
label tape ate up much of my allowance
not to mention a fair amount of creative juices
Discovering that setting the letter wheel slightly
off-kilter made letters crooked inspired me
to purposely cockeye certain phrases, ideas
lines became uneven, and once the backing was peeled
I could stick long stretches of text together into
more artistic clumps of text
sometimes aligned perfectly above one another
though often not so expressly neat
Sitting now in front of my computer screen I
can manipulate text, designs with simple combinations
of keyboard taps, mouse clicks
having long since worn out my label maker and
its later, self-purchased, replacement modes I can
conjure far more elaborate ideas, ways to display them
From time-to-time I see something in my classroom I
believe should have my name formally inscribed
lest it be prey to a student, or another teacher just
for a moment I think the item might lend itself
to semi-ancient hieroglyphics, white letters embossed
on a lime-green or sunflower yellow strip
just so I can once again dial-up letters, pull the trigger
feel and hear unrhythmic click-click-clickety-clickclickclick
click-clickety-clickety-click-clack in my hands
Therein as always lies the power of words
I got a name. I got a name.
– Mark L. Lucker
© 2020
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cold, hot
spiritual
Rock’em
Sock’em Robots
equal footing
confined battle
to the end
“He knocked
his block off!”
proclaimed
black-and-white
TV commercial peers
of my youth
in victorious awe
such is the
nature of my id
whapwhapwhap
kaaa-chinng!
Block knocked off.
Stoic head
pushed back down
locking in
with sharp snap
ready for
another round
go on
hit me, sock me
again
– Mark L. Lucker
© 2020
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Finials

whiskey sour, two cherries
living room recliner
not yet in full-on mode
discussions of recent past
upcoming future
plans, goals, objectives abstract
in low-resolution
wistful recollections
glad-its-over conversations
annual ‘old’ sounds-better rebuke –
same auld, same auld
old acquaintances unforgotten
checking in/on via social media
I’m fine/have a happy
memes on not sticking with…
They who are of certain vintage
forgotten until various reminders
to do just so crop up
incessantly, as they should
‘we need to get together’
‘been too long’
‘let’s do dinner/drinks/coffee’
all duly noted as cyber reminders
As clock and calendar creep on
chair footrest stays put, down
less relaxation overtake
clock-watching urges, older body
At midnight the song is sung
proclamation as fact
not reflective question, as written
should they be forgot, not
mental warehouses, inventoried
plans grandiose, mundane
decreed with boozy solemnity
For auld lang syne, my dear,
for auld lang syne!
We’ll shake the year gone like
metaphysical Etch-A-Sketch,
for auld lang syne, my dear
for auld lang mine
– Mark L. Lucker
© 2019
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Twenty-two.
Thirty-four, twenty-seven
thirty-nine
Cancer, leukemia, suicide
insidious bastards, each
‘gone too soon’
‘in a better place’
sycophant salutations
of condolence
We hardly knew ye
Sons, daughters of old friends.
A cousin.
Classmates of our children.
All too vivid reminders
“There but for the grace of God…”
not at all feeling full of grace
single: such promise, unfulfilled
married: too young to be a…
Circle of life
natural order
called home –
clichés
bring comfort only to
disquieted conveyor
I call you, life, on your
inherent bullshit.
starting over
parents, siblings, spouses,
friends, acquaintances
colleagues and well-meaning
fund-raisers
‘moving on’
tethers, broken
bonds strengthened
but how to attach
shackles of memories
to a ghost?
life without
life after
life different
life goes on
a life goes away,
we stick around
starting over is stopping,
shifting gears
in-neutral-contemplation
with motor running
deciding direction,
starting slowly, accelerating
gently, with caution,
shifting into low-gear
traversing rocky terrain
‘it is what it is’
banalities softening
in tone, over time
hardening in heavy-handed
sanctification of
never quite being sure
Why, why, why.
And why?
‘Death, be not proud’
I am not proud to say
‘I do not like this, ‘God, I am’!
I do not like these dirty ends
forgiving departure begets
forgetting things petty
anger taking grief- time
better spent elsewhere, but…
how ironically oxymoronic;
indelible as a life
it is death, cannot be erased
Raging against
the dying of the light
all the more fruitless
when the light was only
just ignited
– Mark L. Lucker
© 2019
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We all have within us
some Captain Ahab
obsessively pursuing
something, someone
unattainable
physically or mentally
we quest something lost
never obtained
hadn’t the courage or
stomach for
a diem you could never
carpe
uselessly we quest a time
we came close
nagging should haves
gnawing what ifs
Crimes of passion
not worth prosecuting
each an intensely personal
no-two-alike fingerprint
‘one that got away’
we imagine our prey
sporting our broken-off
harpoons
festering wounds
unbeknownst to us have
scarred over
healed entirely
never went deep enough
scabs that quickly fell away
still we pursue
irrationally with purpose
a creature from the
depths of then
only breaking the calm
surface of now
when it suits us to be
on the hunt
“…to the last,
I grapple with thee…”
parting words uttered
in reply to no one,
the one
the one that got away
cannot let you go if
you don’t
reciprocate
hunter, hunted,
haunted.
– Mark L. Lucker
© 2019
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Anurans

Monitored

Laying in the hospital ER bed
vulnerability incognito
machismo mano-a-mano
upside-down thoughts
what the hell is the co-pay
on in-network mortality?
Say a prayer, ask a nurse
“If you keep me here do I
get Jell-O tonight?”
Task at hand Q & A
“Are you having chest pains?”
“No, but I do have a chest.”
“Look at this chart. Point to the
smiley face best describing your pain.”
“That one. Cranky Donald Trump.”
Sneering, she marks iPad e-chart
emphatically, labeling my pain
‘progressive’ as it recedes
Once we are all said-and-done
before they send me home
I can revisit forgotten, lame
abjectly erotic thrill
removal of multiple electrodes
from hirsute torso
I have entered my sixth decade
with complete mastery
of truly cheap thrills
– Mark L. Lucker
© 2019
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Born in the gloaming
first decade of the Cold War
I puzzle over peers
same vintage as I
declaring superiority for era
we know only from history
family, books, movies
1950’s forever!
Disdaining new insight
for tried and…true? Truth?
The manufactured idyllic spin
post-war, tenuous-peace
The Bomb and all it’s
societal accoutrements
rationalizing or not realizing
now isn’t then, vice versa
I see the fallout from
seeking this shelter
There is comfort to be had
in familiarity
there is comfort to be found
in family heirloom quilt
warmth, nostalgia
safety of cocoon solace
providing feigned comfort from
the winds of now
Hiding behind faith tradition
good enough façade for then but
of little use, here-and-now
no matter who was left behind
no matter who was never close enough
to be close behind
mid last-century
practicums, ways, ideals and ideas
obscure in more enlightened times
we need to let go of in times of
openness, opportunity. Hope.
Try to rectify the sins of the past
for those of our future
Those who find faith in then have
a placebo for now
their fear showing in lack of faith
their professed faith shows
fearful – underestimating G-d with
no confidence in themselves
ironically relying on a mystical then
none of us really knew
My generation sports a sadly
hollow spiritual politic via
We-the-father-knows-best hubris
My indignant peers!
Less about faith in higher power
more about fear in lesser beings
ourselves
self-loathing or just scared
of…?
antiquated, angry spasms of control
control the advancement
control the situation
control the ways of..
control when
your imagined faith-based status
at risk of loss reverting to then
solving all problems
all ills what ails
everyone but us
ironic in its regression to
idyllic then that
never existed, but in modern myth
Quo Vadis,
status quo?
– Mark L. Lucker
© 2019
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